this girl is so amazing. i didn’t think anyone could feel this way for me. it’s just amazing. she’s amazing. willing to wait for me. and i’m willing to be there for her. everything about this is just great. i can’t even begin to describe the joy and happiness that fills my heart thanks to this girl. the reason why i smile everyday. my main thought through the day. staying up with me til we fall asleep, texting all day everyday, expressing our feelings to each other, never having any discrepancies, i trust her, i can be myself around her, i can be honest with her, she doesn’t judge me ever, etc etc. i can go on for days how great she is & how great this feels. Loren, you are captivating & stunning, that is just the icing on the cake. your beauty does not define you, you are a beautiful person, inside and out baby. i will worship the ground you walk on. i will treat you with the utmost respect. i will be loyal and faithful to you. i will care for you. i will listen. i will always be there. i will always hold you down. i will ride or die for you. i will not lie to you. i will make it my daily mission to make you smile. i will give you everything i have and more. when you go to bootcamp, or get deployed, or wherever you may be sent, i will be there, waiting for you. mark my words, babe. you are already everything to me. <3
we were just strangers to each other around this time last year; video chatting all through the night. it was my first christmas with you (technically). but this year, on Christmas, we are a “WE.” for real. sometimes it’s surreal. but i’m so glad we are no longer strangers to one another. you are a gift alone.
spending Christmas with you physically this year. it means a lot to me. for you to love me the way you do. to know i have a second family i can go to. it’s a great feeling.
i love you babe.
& Merry Christmas. ❤
…still going strong.
you’re knocked out right now and i’m not asleep next to that computer with you on the screen peacefully sleeping on the other side. i chose to go out to some wack ass party. i kinda just wanted to let loose after a long ass, STRESSFUL, sleepless week, but it was just a wack party. brought my ass right back to the crib.
nonetheless, it’s our 10 month anniversary. kinda stupid to celebrate monthly anniversaries, but whatever. glad we made it this far. i told you from jump i’m not going anywhere. i’m sticking with you through thick & thin because i love you & care about you so damn much. we’ve had so many ups and downs, but our ups definitely outweigh the downs all the time. i wouldn’t ask for a better gf. i come at you a lot on some BS, but i really be buggin half the time.
i don’t say it often, but you’re a good gf to me. you’re faithful, loving, sweet when you wanna be lol and teach me things like patience and to not let things get me upset so easily, etc etc! you’re great babe. i wouldn’t wanna spend my life with anyone else.
you’re amazing to me. you make me upset. you make me laugh. you make me cry. you make me smile. everything ain’t always sweet, but we make it thru. & we’ll continue to make it thru anything. it’s real love. you’re the one i want. for life. PERIOD.
i love you.