whenever i get low on money i start thinking really irrationally like what if i hadn’t spent that $10 back in 2004
I’m at this point in my life where I really don’t want to be alone but I’m pretty much forced to. I have no one really. Most people come and go and come again. It’s a day to day thing. I’m over it honestly.
All this is doing is pushing me to be better. To want better and to get better. I’ve been using my time to get better. Period. In every aspect of my life. I don’t need a girl or anything. It’s really just me. I’m over being stressed over little things. It’s way too tiring man.
I’m just going to go to bed. It is too late to be up thinking about things that will still be here when I wake up in the morning.